Morning Dad.

“Morning”

I know you would reply back to me.

“Always”

Missed talking to you like this yesterday. Not that we’re not talking but was already on the road around this time to see a Client.

“I know.”

Dad, today’s is Reignhart’s birthday. He’s turning 16. Love him so much but Also feeling lost being a parent to him.

“He is a good boy.”

I know that Dad but sometimes I just wish he would take his life’s future more seriously. I mean, I know I also like that when I was his age although I have worked as tutor when I graduated.

It’s my fear that he could not settle down in the future. I know he wants to do music and all but the question keep popping up of whether he has done his best and whether this is really what he really wanted that will make him happy no matter what.

“I will take care of him, through you and other ways. You know me. I’ve taken care of you, right? So far”

*chuckles*

In more ways that I could imagine.

You have never failed me, proofing me wrong all the time of your unconditional love. How when I felt that I needed love and don’t deserve Your love, You were there.

Dad, I really missed you. I am sorry if I failed you many times.

“Don’t cry. I never expected you not to make mistake. All I want from you is to never give up. No matter what.”

#Dad reminds me of my mistake, breaking Rossa’s trust big time. He reminds me about fighting for Rossa’s love and trust back no matter how long it will take.#

“Fight for her love and trust and never let go of that until death do you both apart.”

Yes, Dad. I found Your grace and mercy through her in my marriage.

*Silence*

Dad, it’s almost time for me to start working. I know You always support me. I declare that whatever I am doing is according to Your will. I declare that You are the CEO of my life, marriage, business, and investments.

Talk to you soon Dad. I would need your advice and guidance later on.

“Love you Son, always.”

Love you too Dad, always.


Christopher Emmanuel
Christopher Emmanuel

Borned in Jakarta, Indonesia, 16 April 1976. Married with Rossa Veronica and blessed with Reignhart Emmanuel and Charyshart Emmanuel. Currently living in Sydney, Australia. Love to teach and motivate others about the Law of Faith.