Dear God, my Heavenly Father,

It’s been a long time I come to do this. Listening to Your words. Will try to do this in a consistent manner. I know for sure that You keep reminding me to write this.

“I love you, Son”

Thank you. I know you have always accepted me although I felt bad most of the time. I am not perfect, keep making mistake that sadden your heart. Even this morning before all this.


I am sorry Dad. I have no strength and it’s an illusion I have to know whether I can overcome this. I admitted that I have no strength but knowing me that You accepted me as I am, comforts me. Though, now guilt feeling started creeping in that I am ungrateful to who You are.

There are many things in my life that I wanted to share with you but not enough time right now it seems.

Missing you badly Dad. Missing you badly.

It’s almost time for me to start my work. Hope You are proud of me. I know you have blessed me.

Talk to you soon again Dad. Love you.

“Love you, Son.”

Christopher Emmanuel
Christopher Emmanuel

Borned in Jakarta, Indonesia, 16 April 1976. Married with Rossa Veronica and blessed with Reignhart Emmanuel and Charyshart Emmanuel. Currently living in Sydney, Australia. Love to teach and motivate others about the Law of Faith.